Its from here- I start my resolution. I instill my destitution. I enthrall your inner revolution. I am the task at hand- a calm solution. Your direct deposit to a constitution.

I follow streams, and ponder dreams. I watch my plans fall apart from the seams.

And all the while, I ask and ask. What was my purpose? What was the task?

For truth be told, and heaven be heard.
I’ll never understand the reason for words.




TRULY! I must write more. Yes, I must. But I have an issue. I somehow forgot the english language, concerning the task of writing. Don't ask me how that happens, but I've been functioning just on social and text message slang. I've found its been cramming my mind full of bullshit I don't want to be a part of.

So! I think that's why I choose to keep my social identity to as much of a minimum as possible. The less people's personalities I have to comprehend, the more energy I can focus on myself.

Certainly- that may sound selfish, but it's not like I'm ignoring people. If anyone calls for my attention- I grant it immediately, despite who it is. It's my ground rule.

So all I'm doing is isolating myself from general social stigma. Just because I'm in college, doesn't mean I need to be a hip "college junkie". I don't want to fuck around, but that doesn't mean I'm not god awful horny. I really don't want to be apart of drama- that can be left at the front door. Also, it doesn't mean that I'm a punk just trying to get out of his parents grasps.

I have founded a law to life.

It means that I'm trying to excel myself toward one direct goal. It is to ensure that I secure myself a future that I know will be satisfying. It doesn't need to be grandeur, but it doesn't need to lack existence, either. It simply requires a condition that I am happy with for the rest of my life.

I know that time has its obstacles in allowing that to happen. And I know everyone has their own pace. But I think its up to the responsibility of every person to have a full comprehension of not only what is important to them, but to ensure that they represent that motive in every way possible, to ensure its security as soon as possible.